April 25, 2011

Honestly, when things feel good, I feel fake.

I just got done reading a blog post that Lizenka put up on her blog. Here is the blog post she put up (http://lizenkalizenka.blogspot.com/2011/04/just-feeling.html)

The stuff she said on there really resonated with me.

I think that I have been trying to act happy for so long that when I do feel happy it just feels so fake...

I dunno, maybe this feeling of fakeness will go away someday, and maybe I will be able to actually feel genuinely happy and accept that someday...I sure hope so, because this is getting a little old...

This past weekend was Easter weekend, so I went to my aunt and uncle's house for the weekend and hung out with them and my cousin. It was nice to be at their house, but I am also happy to be back to my dorm room. I have about 3.5 weeks left of classes and exams, so life is a bit crazy right now getting ready for the end of the year and doing all of the last minute papers and tests that professors seem to cram into the last few weeks of the semester...

Anywho, I am not in a particular mood to write a long blog post, so this is pretty much all you are gonna get...

1 comment:

Danielle+Amy said...

Hey we could relate to what you say here so much. Perhaps the sensation of happiness is unfamiliar, and that is why it feels fake? And perhaps it is linked to how busy you are with university at the moment, or perhaps not?
Take care :)