January 14, 2006

A random smattering of poems...

*note to readers*
This is a few poems that I wrote all in one day...I must have been in some mood...LOL...the last one is a little dark...but this is just my feelings on a given day put into words that came with the moment...
*end note to readers*

Hide under the blankets
And never come out
Even when they all shout
My name
I never ever want to come out
I just want to hide
And sleep the day away


Walking in the rain is always fun
You can dance
You can run
And in the rain
No one can see the tears
That stream down your face
They just blend in with the rain
Making their way down your face
And they fall to the ground and
Become one with the rain

No one will ever see
The tears come down
They always will
No one
Will ever see
The tears I cry to frequently
Over this and that
Maybe it’s you
That causes these tears
Until you see the suicide note that I may eventually write
Until then
Just keep making fun of me
One more laugh,
One more cut
Into my heart
Maybe next time
You’ll cause me to leave
This world
‘Cause that’s what you wanted
That’s what you said
Behind my back or to my face
Next time may be the last
And my last breath
Will be used praying for you
And I always do
To learn the pain that you’ve caused
By the crude words you’ve said


Anonymous said...

Good poems, especially the last one.

Emmy R. said...

Thanks...that poem is probably the only one where I ever mentioned suicide. I don't think I was actually thinking about committing suicide but I was so frustrated and angry and that is just what came out...

My self-harm (as is most people's) is a survival tool or "cry for help" not a suicide attempt (though you probably understand that all to well yourself...)

Emmy R.